...Makes Your Teeth Shiny

Thats a lie. False fact people! I should know. :)


So then ladies and gents I'm back to tell you stories just to pointlessly show you how miserable and crazy my life can get sometimes , so you can laugh your butts off and have a good day and sleep well at night. Yeah, seriously, I don't get paid for this. FREE ENTERTAINMENT BABEHH!!.

It was the mid term holiday, a day for wealthy people to flaunt their wealth and a good opportunity for girls to update their wardrobe. For the guys, its a good time to pretend to have a girlfriend and money at Pavilion coz it makes them feel cool. Seriously, the world is ending right in front of us as we speakkk!!

so then, where was I?
O yeah! Coffee does not make your teeth shiny! false fact from me people! I'm an Idiot remember? All coffee does is make you look pale and make you shiny in sunlight. Seriously.
I should know :)


So then ladies and gents I'm back to tell you stories just to pointlessly show you how miserable and crazy my life can get sometimes , so you can laugh your butts off and have a good day and sleep well at night. Yeah, seriously, I don't get paid for this. FREE ENTERTAINMENT BABEHH!!.


It was the mid term holiday, boring. agree?

Azhar dint show up to make a predictable/surprise appearance. Syafiq was away dating (delusional as usual x) ) Hafyz wanted to go out with Ezy and Vie, but I dint feel like being mentally and emotionally tortured that day. Nash I presume is trying to lose weight with little or no progress xD. Miera is uhh doing what she does best: ca-pub. Mek is busy looking hot. no surprises.

I was alone. I was bored. no surprises there too!


So I've decided to go to this party that I was invited to. Its in damansara. where? entahla. :B


I thought it was just a normal friends meeting friends party. But God, how wrong I was.


I arrived after a tiring journey with--my momma. HAHA. Yea, that's my 'cool party ride'. x)
She as usual nagged all the way to our destination. Luckily, I survived. I'm alright, but my ears feels funny though. ( I had earplugs on >:] ) . God spared me. but I cant help but feel that there's a reason for that.. a bad one.


Theres no one outside. But I hear voices inside. I thought, Wah! an indoor party! nice! no need to worry about going to the bathroom! and and cool windows too! Nice House!. I tidied myself and went in.

The first thing I saw was food on a fancy table! FREE FOOD BABEHH!!. I also saw what we're having for desert. JELLY!! FREE JELLY BABEHH!! I saw a lot of pretty girls too! FREE GIRLS BABEHH!!

(( random guy: budus, they're not for free laa! >:/ )) .......*fantasies ends*

ahem.

Farah, the party host came. Daughter of my mom's friend. We greeted each other. There were smiles. There were laughs. I told her how pretty she looks. She commented on how unappropriately I dressed. x(

a free tshirt i got from jusco and a pair of shorts. All the guys around me were wearing fancy shirts and ties on, skinnies and and complete with tux jackets.

I really felt low. (Not because I was short mind you!! :/ ). It was embarrassing.

But nah I kept it inside. I've faced worst, really. I said to her: This isn't a normal friends meeting friends party is it?. She said: Uhh.. nope?.

Woh! how surprising! :/


It didnt end there. (Great! more surprises! xD)


She said something that really sounded more like vie slapping my face off-- :

" Umm.. Haziq? " :/

"ye sayaa" :D

"err... why ko x tanggal sliper?? " -_-'

"BOOM!!"












ahem. FREE HUMILIATION BABEHHH!!!

...Floats Your Boat

huah
tell me when the world ends.
I'm bored :P



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...Burns Your Calories Away.

whooyyeahh. Put aside those problems and take a minute to stop. relax. notice the small things in life. enjoy it. with friends preferably. :)

hoyyeahhh man am I tired. Really TIRED. been busy involving myself with all those things I love. ACTIVITIES!. Unnecessarily busying yourself is fun! who knew!
x).

Yeaaaahaa Woot I might be going to Singapore for a photoshoot project with a friend. I've never met her before. Damn I cant wait. :D I might also go to Sabah for a photography exhibition! lalala cant wait for the mid term school break!

I'm happy. I'm looking forward to life for once. I shall savor every moment of it. AKU-AKAN-ENJOY!.

god bless.



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...Fixes the Tongue

My life (the most common way to start a blog ladies and gents haha x) ) has finally come to the part where choices must be made. Big important choices that is. The road of life has been clear of traffic jams (tragedies) road bullies (angry moments) and suicidal motorcyclist (complete nonsense that occur in one's life xD) so far. I decided to take the highway: I recently (not that recently actually xP) made a life changing choice: going to smt gombak to study civil engineering and to leave my beloved old school which is increasingly developing thanks to the new generous datin. (thank you Dat-in! you are so 'in'! ergh stupid hiphop joke :B i'm so kewl. ice kewl. ergh stop) .

Life has now taken me to a train station where more life-changing choices must be made. I'm currently facing a big big problem. Like a ticking time bomb, a choice must be made SOON. I recently questioned myself about my capability in my studies. I see no progress. I think I'm loosing interest.

As some of you might know, I'm not very bright. I'm not the kind of person who enjoys education, who even considers it to be my future. I always knew I was not meant to be the smart guy in class, the popular genius at school. And to be honest I'm quite okay with it :). I thank Allah for the lack of intelligence he gave me and filling the gaps with wondrous ideas and superb creativity I came to realize (and boasting to you guys about x) ) today. (uhh.. amin?)

So the choices i was babbling about earlier was:

1) to take the fast going Putra Line : to quit school and achieve my goals in life. To have the time to materialize my ideas. To expand my creativity. to bela rambut panjang! hohhohh >:B mm.. yes.. sexyness. *drool* drool*

2)to take the slow and steady KTM : to keep on studying.. for without knowledge and education, the dark future (and economically challenged future) becomes darker (like azhar xD). Keep schooling to see if I'm wasting my life or not. S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E x(

3)to take the easy-going Star Line : PRIVATE SCHOOL!?. Still got education for the future hoyeah. still got time for pretending to be artistic (weehoo yeah). still got sexy long hair woohoo. But no money. Money go poof poof. tooo baad. If only coffee beans worth as much as diamonds.. x(

4)to take the fast fast and fast Kl Monorail : 'Coffee' my problems away. what happens, happens. I keep on schooling. If I fail so what. who cares. I'd die being a janitor. I'd die alone.. coz little girls doesn't like little boys who cant afford to buy them Mat Cool :( . I'd have no time to do the things i wanted to do. I'd be too old. Its basically wasting my life and be okay with it.


My parents are okay with any choice i make. Thank god. But still, train stations are kinda confusing. Which route to take? All I know is my dreams are beyond academic achievements. I also know that no matter how dumb I think I am, If try extra hard than everyone else, I too can get great scores (great not excellent haha).

harghhh! I'll be sleeping under the ticket counter for the time being. My inferior mind cant think that much.

Taxi anyone? :D



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...Brings You Closer

Yeah we're still together. Just away from each other. But nothing is left damaged here hahaha. We don't need to be 'x berpecah' to keep being happy and close together. Our faces and names are permanently carved on each others hearts. So you people better go run off and think of better 'original' names for yourselves hookay? alright ;) (hok hak hek The 'Idiots'? maybe?)

hurmm. Yeagh actually. we're the 'idiots here'. hahaha none of us are that smart. none of us are the same. Heck, that'll be BORING!! In the case of intelligence, I'm the stupid one xD. He's the average and she's the excellent. Different is great. Different is good. Embrace 'The Difference'. You 'high-standard people' should really think more before saying anything. I believe your 'superior minds' are capable of that, no? ;) Boasting is bad. Boasting is not good. Do not embrace it. x)

hmm but again I could be wrong. (I'm the stupid one remember? x]) you people are different! One is an aged person who thinks she's smart but doesn't acts her age at all! hargh hargh funny. The other one is a self-obsessed narcissist! hmm poor poor guy. Another is a bloated Hippocrate that oozes lies and more lies. But at the end of the day you guys are actually the same. You people share the same icky personality and people are trying hard to pretend to like you. Dont worry, we're still trying our best! yessirr! xD

hahahaha aren't you 'high-standard' people should know better than us 'low-standard' people?
Know that no matter how high you stick your noses up in the air, the world is not yours to do as you please. There's still other people of higher standards. Better yet, there's God. :) So 'kids' i hope you sedar diri next time hahahh. Us 'low' people can teach you stuff too. ya know?

(Of course I dont use names! Are you nuts!? hahahah its called being attacked without knowing it. The greatest form of fun that can be achieved! xD)

god bless.

Tekan tekan :)

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...weakens your will

I was betrayed, lied to, mentally and emotionally tortured, given all the crap of a traitor and the likes of it, unfairly chose over all because of one girl.
Dude, its unbearable. VERY unbearable.

Stop protecting yourself. Stop protecting yourself with lies you made up as you go on. Stop using crappy excuses and stop all the accusation. Stop feeling preyed on. Its all a lie. You lied to yourself.
Dude, open your eyes. I'm the victim.

You are a pain. You are a sick sick guy. You think you're great. But really, what's so great about a big traitor? I failed. but atleast I tried. You failed without trying. You failed because of the wrong choices you've made.
Dude, yeah this time, I AM mocking you.

I admit. I was rough. I was too harsh. I didn't understand. But now. Whats there to understand? its clear. I'm sorry, pls forgive me. I have feelings too.
Dude, you're tired of me yesterday, you give up today. Me? I'm tired of you a LONG time ago.. and I'm still trying.

Why? why do I still care? I have every reasons in the world to hate and forget. Why didn't I? Why am I still wasting time?
Dude, its because you're important.

Fine. you chose her. Its okay. I'll accept that. It hurts. But I am willing. Why am I the only one who deeply appreciate it? Am I the only one who values it.
Dude, you've sucessfuly become a monster. You killed it.

I remember. The time when everything was fine. Everthing was how it suppose to be. We were happy. We were sad. But we're still brothers. Yeah I remember the good times when it was not damaged like it is now. I remember.
Dude,.... do you?

Okay. It is done. you've made another choice. This is how it turned out. Don't worry buddy, in time you'll forget--If you didn't already. Me? its a permanent scar. I'll learn to live with it.
I'm not angry anymore. But I'm still sad. Goodbye to it.
Dude, congratulations, 1 down.... 2 more to go..

P/S:
Dude, is this really the end?



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